i been lik a kickstand, lean wid ur bitch man

they dont care if we live or die
wont call but will cry at our funeral its a god damn lie
i work so damn hard but i wonder why
gotta sleep to live the american dream
and i wonder what he sees in me, is it my songs or my blue eyes? grew up unloved so i cant help but wonder why

when does it get easier? i still feel bad
everyone i love, im scared i'll hold them back
when does it get easier? im still a wreck
tried to get better but im just less than what they want
my past still haunts my waking moments
i thought by now id be sober
but my sobriety's over

yea learned it all from my uncle, he from tijuana
told me dont up it if u dont gotta
thrift shop fashion but i want some prada
take half of whats mine, fuck it take all cus its yours, take my life if u wana
tie him up, callin me daddy, not talkin fatha
we drink it like baja

dap bro up but its fake yuh
bro broke the code so i gotta leave him slumped
we in the whip but he slipped up
forgot his pipe he dont know he boutta lose his life
tried beggin but u know how it go
left his face ugly buried six feet low

take my bitch shoppin n get him jimmy choos

VON!

kick down his door yea i got his address
if i cant get him i'll take his closest, put they face in a package
omg thats so tragic
his bitch set him up, blood staining on the mattress

COMIN OUT THE LAKE, GET YO SKULL CRACKED
CHAIN ROUND HIS NECK GET HIM FUCKIN DRAGGED
BITCH IM LIK JASON, PUT MY CHETTE IN HIS FUCKIN BACK
MY MENTAL CORRUPT, FADE IT TO BLACK

every night its another bottle and another motel room
lost too many, but i wont lose you
pull my strings like im ur puppet
another high, another come down screaming out fuck it
what makes me so god damn special to hold your heart
hold you in my arms
broken hearts and dive bars

granny im sorry im diggin my own grave
pink diamonds on my cross but im losin my faith
i love my bros, sorry if i dont see yall today

shits too hard and ive lost too many friends but im still here

suicidal again but that shit jus my fault
nobody listen when i talk
but fuck that, we the same but from different moms
cross on my neck but imma sin, lord forgive the killin talk
kiss my bitch against the wall

shit talkin, if u breathin round me issa privilege
kick down the door, drop the pussy then drop his children
put the chop in his face, see him leakin out
turn this bitch to a slaughterhouse
drop my mask catch my face on cams
bitch im standin over him, not throwing hands

choppa got gang ties, yea its everybody killin
yea we on the block, got that bitch spinnin
yea it hit him, split him

thank god for sendin me you
i just hope the anger and numbness pulls me thru
someone give me a cigarette light

i reckon im a heathen, but in ur eyes im a saint
two plots next to eachother, heavens angels are callin us away
ive ran out of givin fucks, just give me a night

pill chewing till im dead
we tryna count bread
fucked up, oh well
fuckin losin im in hell

with the bros and we stunnin yea
pop too much now im numbin yea
love jackson and benjamin, bills what im thumbin yea
i never gave two fucks
all abt the bucks
my bro spazzin, .40 tucked
flexin up, everyone eatin yuh
feel lik edgar feel lik glaive, flex the grave yuh

remember when i was called broken and how my heart hurt
but it could be worse
he smells lik strawberry wine and his lips match the taste
im sorry dad, im queer n cant be saved
i can see me and him in the wedding photo in the frame
he didn't know he was my crush in the 10th grade