As a college student, I sacrificed a month worth of pay from my job back at home to stay and grind it out to try to win as much as possible. Was doing it for the passion either way but could've easily multitasked practice and work at the same time. Truly dissapointing.

Two different games under the same company, same format, same effort, with completely different treatment. LAN event format and prize pool completely changed. An entire semester / year of hours of hard work feels semi-drained. Left side is League right is Valorant for collegiate.

didn't expect this post to pick up traction, but I have been reading the comments and dms from people appreciate all the small tips plus cares and concerns going to put myself in the back seat and focus on myself while improving <3

I can't rankup, my mental is bad, games aren't competitive, I am ultimately just not enjoying playing the game even though all I want to do is play the game, I am not improving outside of practice, everyday feels like a loop when I play. I don't know what to do.

the day I learn to stop talking to ranked players about miniscule issues is the day I win VCT

I threw a turret a guy didn't like so he proceeded to run down the entire game #ranked

bro ranked is actually so boring

I miss my hair but it's just a reminder to lock tf in.

34 minute North American Scrim awesome.

grind continues

if there is a reyna, clove, deadlock, jett combo of any kind on my team in ranked I am running it down

I think a cat would solve all my problems

0-2 Mizzou Esports

Sloppy from us will be back for nationals

2-1 Maryville Esports

I can only shoot back on 3rd maps ig

1-2 Northwood Esports

Couldn’t talk due to severe chest ingestion + didn’t show up till last map. Looking to be healthy for lowers ggs 🫡

13-1
13-5

feels good to have a strong W, ggs to IU Esports
Top 4 in uppers now :)

Kids who sniffed sharpies everyday are now modern day chronic vapers

edate this edate that just don't put ur bullshit on the timeline no one cares

the one day I have no school work reformed stori is playing ranked

which one do I keep