Falling apart is the easiest thing to do

It's been am interesting 6 weeks. Sometimes it just comes down to maybe I'm just not enough.

I'm making out pretty good lately. Trying to figure out who I am. It's kinda hard. Roles. Characteristics. Spent too long just playing who I thought I should be for each person.

Do you know who you are? How do you know? Is it your roles? Your accomplishments? Your characteristics?

What does self confidence mean to you?

My oldest daughter Turn 13 today! Between her and her 2 younger sisters I will spend the next 14 years with teenage girls

I'm doing it so far. My first good weekend in a long time. Realized I lack the structure of work and instead of creating false structure that leads to self disappointment im focusing just on the two important things to do

Really fun game night with my sister! Yay

Where I got to wake up today

Good day so far. Wiped. Taking an hour nap then onto the business

Yo guys, 2nd day in a row I woke up feeling good. Sounds cliché but I think I figured something out in therapy last week and I'm working on it. Feel good.

I am struggling. Not feeling well. I cant get little things right. Big things. Idk. I dont like myself

I've taken up smoking this week, so there's that

But I feel compelled to explain and guilty when I do. So there's that

For what? For who?

Sometimes life just feels like a pit you can't escape from.

Sleep study tonight. See how that goes.

@NCorReyna Me (snuggled in bed)
Legs:omg so warm
Body: omg so warm
Hands: omg so warm
Feet: let me out, I dont do this covers shit

Goodnight. It was fun. Here is some feel good for you.