For that man whom i love:

Hey you. I hope all is well.

I feel great but for episodes of coughing, raspy voice, shortness of breath, weakness, and wheezing over the past few days. I was afraid, thinking that i was experiencing complications. It turned out that the chainsmoker

who has been warned to stay away from me has decided he doesn't care about his health or mine. I may end up in jail yet. This is him. Self-centeredness is no respecter of persons or age, sadly. Just galls me because i helped him frequently. But i'm not going to the hospital

or having long-term/permanent injury because of him being a cardinal ass. F that.