I’VE MADE A DOCUMENTARY FOR CHANNEL 4.

I’VE MADE A DOCUMENTARY FOR CHANNEL 4.

Hi, hope you’re ok.
Sorry I’ve been so quiet, to say I’m struggling a bit is an understatement.
Not dead though, and I’ve got good news to talk about tomorrow.
I’m letting you know today so I don’t pussy out in the morning xx

I commentated gymnastics again.

Good morning xx

I’ve spent the past month playing The Good Fairy.
I always said the same thing at the end of the show.
This is me saying it for the last time.
A moment I won’t forget in a rush xx

I don’t have a video of all the things I did in 2023 because I’ve spent 11 out of 12 months sat at home in fear.
The fact I’m getting to tomorrow not dead is enough xx

Happy Christmas everyone.
Thank you for being so utterly kind to me on here, I can’t tell you how much it helps xx

Hi Barry.
The only thing that stops me killing myself is talking about it.
We’re all doing what we can to stay alive through this absolute shitshow, & I’m seeking attention because the last time I didn’t I ended up on the wrong side of a bridge.
Thanks though, you seem great.

Morning, just wanted to tell how I’m feeling and why. Sorry that it’s not very christmassy xx

Hi xx

Hi. I’ve not been well for a long time.
It’s definitely getting worse, and it feels like it might not go away.
I’ve wanted to say hi for a while, but today I really need to.
So yeah.
Hi. Hope you’re ok xx

Thanks for being so nice to me over the last 2 days if you were. It’s really helped.
For anybody that asked what the dog looks like when she’s not behind me having a piss, this is Mrs Waffles xx

Just letting you know how I am.. xx

Hi, hope you’re ok.
My book’s out next week, I’m doing things & I’m shitting myself*.
I’ve never asked you to retweet anything before, but if you could share this, I’d love that.

*Shitting myself isn’t one of the things. That would be awful xx
geni.us/TenThings

I’m really, really struggling to keep going at the moment.
So much of my hope has gone.
I’ve been scared to say it because I don’t want to worry anyone.
I’m not going anywhere, I just really need some help.
Keeping it to myself is making it worse xx

Is it a good time to tell you that we got a puppy?
I tried to get her to sit next to me for the video. It went well.. xx

Today’s our 3rd anniversary.
I did 31 years without Holly, and every year I’ve spent with her has been better than the rest of them put together.
Meeting her will always be the best thing that’s ever happened to me xx