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Rereading The Untethered Soul started this lil rabbit hole into my heart again, and it helped me create some helpful framing to let go of the need to cling to these samskaras, positive or negative

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Feeling a lil teary eyed thinking about lil f, and middle school f, and high school f, and college f that would hold onto the love that was once there to get through the days. 🫂 to every version of myself that needed it and for being so resilient, we can let the heart rest f!

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Thinking about how to operate the moment you touch what feels like infinity seems counterintuitive if my goal is to just live presently and experience the beautiful moment for what it is, but I currently don’t know how not to cling

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I never actualized the significance and correlation of clinging and positive samskaras to limerence. It leaves me with a lot of questions that I’ll post and come back to when I gain better understanding. Maybe writing it out will gift me that

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To my earlier point about never actualizing clinging as a “negative” thing, and I say negative in quotes because I’m sure my clinging has saved me more times than I can count, but perhaps it’s because I always associated the good feeling as a positive thing for me

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As I write this out I’m starting to get the sense that I’m exposing a self esteem issue here haha how human of me

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Perhaps it’s because I’ve operated from a place of scarcity when it comes to beautiful, extraordinary feelings, scared that I don’t know when or if they’ll return so I cling onto them, so how then should I operate when I feel these things in the moment?

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That is the beauty of this kinda molting. I wasn’t ready to do it until I was ready to do it. I can’t shame myself for the coping mechanisms that kept me sane and alive, and it is empowering to know that I don’t necessarily need them anymore.

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